"There must be some kind of way out of here/ Said the joker to the thief/ There's too much confusion/ I can't find no relief/"     

All along the Watchtower

Part One

This place is a killing field. For the most part, life forms survive only at the expense of, to the detriment of, other life forms. How on earth did such a vicious state-of-affairs come to be?

We all know about the dodgy dealings of human beings. But it doesn't stop there. This entire planetary reality works in the same way. Most animals spend their lifetime in states of nervousness and fear. One false move, one moment of inattention, and you are another animal's lunch. Even if you are a top predator, there remains huge insecurity about where the next meal's coming from. The economics of scarcity rules. Will I catch a gazelle today, or will the kids go hungry?

The same principle bleeds through into plant life too. Experiments demonstrate how wheat emits a certain electrical signal if a combine harvester enters the field. The wheat sees the future, and knows that it doesn't look good. Similarly a person shouting at a plant results in an electric reaction from the green one. If another person speaks kindly to the plant, it emits a different signal. And if that first person enters the room again, even without saying a word, it elicits the identical signal from the plant that it did first time around. Of course, the plant does not understand the words, but it picks up feelings, frequencies. It remembers.

This is not all my own work and research. It is a free paraphrase, with bits of my own stuff added, of what David Icke says in a recent episode of 'Messengers' on the Ickonic channel. There are increasing numbers of other people who are saying pretty much the same. But David says it especially well.

Eating another life form is a type of energy exchange, of charging the batteries; that's all it is. But it is a particularly cruel, painful, and vicious way of going about it. Energy is energy, end of story. But why this supremely horrible way of going about it here?

There are those who will 'explain' the Earth state of affairs with vague mumblings about 'evolution'. For me, this still does not give an answer. Neither do other vague mumbles about frequency, and we are 'low frequency beings.' OK, even if this planet is populated by low frequency beings, how come? Anybody who believes in an all-loving God, or in a Consciousness that is creator of everything, will be hard-pressed to come up with an answer. 

"These beings need to learn lessons, in order to evolve and raise their frequency." This is another one. OK. But life has been around on planet Earth for quite a while now. You would have thought it might have learnt a thing or two by now....

Part Two

Buddhism, which provides many insights into consciousness and the workings of reality in general, is noticeably coy on the questions of 'why?' and 'how?' 'It has been like this since beginningless time.' 'Don't worry about how and why - just do what you need to liberate yourself.' 'That's just the way it is.' I no longer find all this very convincing. Knowing something about the 'how' and 'why' might actually be useful in ensuring you don't fall into the same trap again; not to mention seeing more confidently how to get out at all. Others may also benefit from this information, helping them to avoid mistakes which, if made, will lead to great and unnecessary suffering.

Sometimes I am suspicious. I wonder whether some of the main movers and shakers in creating what we now call Buddhism knew more than they let on. On one level, they may even be part of the fabric that keeps the entire shit-show going round....

This world is a place of suffering because..... it is designed that way. It is intended to be so. This is its purpose. At first hearing, it sounds crazy. But, for me. it seems the most plausible proposal for what we see in our lives every day. 

This place is not set up by an all-loving god, or as a direct reflection of infinite consciousness. It is set up and managed by dark and devious entities, pretenders who would-be god, primarily as a feeding ground.

The energy which serves as nourishment for these non-physical yet low frequency dudes is sometimes referred to as 'loosh'. And planet Earth is managed as a loosh farm. 

Loosh may or may not be generated by emotions of all frequency, I am not certain about that. But it is mainly produced through what are sometimes called 'negative energies' or 'negative emotions.' Low frequency emotions, notably fear, guilt, worry and anxiety; hatred, jealousy, resentment, feelings of unworthiness. 

The purpose, therefore, of world affairs is to create situations that will guarantee a constant supply of low frequencies, and a continued feeding ground for the non-human entities who are doing their level best to run the show.

To some, this will all sound crazy. But put aside for five minutes all disbelief and simply entertain the possibility - as a silly fantasy, if you like. Then you will very likely see that 'world events' all begin to make far more sense. Take the current Israel/ Palestine mess. It's senseless, full stop. Use logic and reason alone to try and get to the bottom of it, and your head will get sore, swell up, and then explode. But if you see it as a sick dynamic brought into play to create ongoing division and hatred - division and hatred that cannot be solved on their own level - then it begins to become clear.

Swathes of the so-called 'alternative media' join the ranks of the mainstream in the knee-jerk game of good guys, bad guys. It is shameful to see. Play the good guy, bad guy game, and you are automatically feeding the dynamic which keeps the entire shit-show going. Good guy, bad guy: it's set up like this to provoke a reaction, one which perpetuates oppositionalism, division, divide-and-rule.

The process which will go on forever while people still believe the show. That sections of the alternative do not have the perspective that comes from just taking a step back and seeing it for what it is is nigh-on unbelievable. Who is the good, who is the bad; whichever you opt for, play that game and you are essentially justifying the killing of ordinary, 'innocent' people, often young, who simply want to get on with their lives. Unthinkable.

Part Three 

A few days ago I took a walk to the supermarket. It's a little less than ninety minutes, walking steadily. I'm slightly proud of this walk. Although I've lived in this small Highland city for eighteen years, there are still little nooks and crannies that are unknown, unexplored. I only put all the bits together into this particular little expedition a few weeks ago. It works well.

Through the two small forests, past the school and uphill, passing Asda on the way. Then out onto open hillside. Once the site of an enormous golf course, it is now largely semi-wild, with the golfing area much reduced to the far end of the hill. 

It's cool and windy, and the views are clear and wide, with all the dust blown away by the keen north-westerlies. Here the vistas expand, and with them, so do vision and consciousness.

I'm heading downhill now, and the houses come close. It's here that a phrase comes to me. "This place is a fear-and-chaos generating system." I rather like it, and repeat it to myself. It is a loosh farm, for sure, but loosh continues to sound a little absract. Or, at least, it requires a little mental exercising to be readily understood. But fear-and-chaos generating system: direct, immediate, visceral. And as I continue to walk and to absorb this, I come to accept this unwelcome truth. And once I had done so, a rare calm came over me. No more fighting against reality, however inconvenient it may be.

I had one more stop to make before buying the bread and bananas: the hospital. The last time I visited this place was around three years ago, accompanying my wife who had an appointment at audiology. On that occasion I had an argument with a woman at reception about masks. Or, more specifically, why the two of us were not wearing masks, and why we had no intention of doing so. "You will make some people here feel uncomfortable if you don't wear a mask." Jesus, I feel uncomfortable every time I step outside my house at the sight of people wearing masks. "I need to check if they will see you in audiology without a mask."

My wife was exempt from wearing a face nappy even by the standards of officialdom, as she was going to audiology for - surprise, surprise - her bad hearing. Which means reliance on facial gestures, lip movements and reading, in order to communicate at all. All of which a mask will effectively render impossible. 

We didn't wear masks - we never wore them anyway. We got to audiology. The audiologist was rude and wore a face nappy herself. And I vowed to come back to this place as rarely as possible.

My intention is to live free of NHS services as best I can. Road accidents, heart attacks or similar - OK, provided I wish to continue with this lifetime. For the rest, I search for other, normally more 'natural', approaches to staying good and alive, as much as I can.

I didn't know what I would find there. I was only going to return a big bag of used hearing aid batteries that my wife had managed to accumulate. 'They' have been trying to ramp up the scare with stories of 'increased cases' and 'new variants' this autumn. I had the feeling that the strategy hadn't really worked. But hospitals: who knows?

I walked in. Not a mask to be seen. I had to do a fair tour of the place to get to audiology. Still no masks. Neither on patients nor on staff. All seemed pretty relaxed, quite friendly. I was pleased to find all this, not so bad as I felt might be the case.

End Notes

Conflicts, divisions, war - big-style ones at  least. You can view them as inserts into our reality, all designed to provoke a particular response leading to a pre-determined result.

What is obvious is still frequently missed, or ignored. Take this one simple question. How come the most sophisticated and feared security and intelligence network on the planet - the one that a former high-up in this operation said would know if even a cockroach tried to breach its security and get into Israel - How come this web of security failed to pick up on a breach in multiple places by people with vastly inferior technology at their disposal? People who were known as enemies, and who would have been tracked 24/7. And who, according to the pictures, included a bunch of dudes coming into prohibited territory on parachutes? I mean, people think that Flat Earth theory is implausible. But this....?

It's a major tactic. You 'let' things happen. Take a cool look around, and you will see many situations where things are just allowed to happen. While others are strictly not.

'The obvious' is missed by so many people. It's both comic and tragic. For sure it is fatal. One of my 'favourites' concerns the lockdown parties that Boris Johnson and co. apparently enjoyed while everyone else was cowering in their houses. The story was most likely rolled out because it was deemed the time for Johnson to go - past his use-by date. There was much criticism of the then Prime Minister for 'hypocrisy' and 'one rule for one, another rule for the others.'

But this was all a smokescreen for the one truth staring us in the face, and which 99% of the population seemed to miss. This truth was that the Prime Minister and his buddies did not take the lockdowns and masks seriously. They partied. In other words, they knew. They knew that there was not a dangerous vairuss. They knew that it was all bullshit. If they didn't know this, they would not have held any parties, because politicians don't want to die of horrible illnesses any more than anyone else does. If people had seen the obvious, the whole convid tower of lies would have come tumbling down. But people did not see the obvious. It mystifies me...   

For our part, each of us can take a deep and honest look in the mirror, and divine which feelings and attitudes are our main personal contribution to the loosh production conveyor belt. Focus on dealing with these, specifically. This is our homework, our inner work. It's one contribution anyone can make to reducing the quantity of suffering in this place. The inner work sure is needed.

And that is all I have to say.....               

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