Part One

I used to love the Moon. I thought it was great. 

From an early age I had a sense of opposites, of dualities, as building blocks which went to make up the world as we know it. I didn't need to read Jungian tomes on theories of integration to know that this was a great mystery, a secret, and one of the goals of life was to find a key to open the door which would reveal all. Reclaiming everything that appeared as 'other' in this world of opposites, and incorporating it into 'me' was a focal element in, for want of a better term, my spiritual development.

I began to get a rudimentary grasp of the nature of symbols and correspondences. When, at the age of 24, I was ordained as a Buddhist, I was given a specific Buddha/Bodhisattva figure to meditate on (or, as I might prefer to word it nowadays, to sit and communicate with). It was Manjughosa, Bodhisattva of Wisdom. He comes on as a solar figure. Sun: associated with reason, with masculine (in most, though not all, cultures).

I took to this with great enthusiasm, and Manjughosa saved my life during times of lost wilderness feeling. Nevertheless, there was often a sense that I would rather sit with a more 'lunar' figure. This would be more rounding for me, a predominantly sun-identified male. Maybe a female Bodhisattva form, like Green Tara. Or Padmasambhava, a denizen of the transcendental embodying darkness as well as the light. 'Sun God': my conscious ego. 'Moon Goddess': key to the Unknown, the Unconscious - the place I must go....

Within Buddhism, the topic of dualities, opposites, and their unification - the One reflected in, and a reflection of, the Two - occurs most focally in the Tantric traditions. On the levels of instinct and intuition I was always drawn to these strands of Buddhism above all others.

Part Two

The years passed, and I delved into western alchemy and the western mystical traditions in general. Here, it is explicit. Duality is seen as perhaps the principle building block of the manifest world. It presents above all in gender, the masculine and feminine. This, in turn, is invariably identified with the duality of Sun (masc) and Moon (fem).

"O Luna, surrounded by me, and sweet one mine/ You become fine, strong, and powerful as I am/ O Sol, you are recognizable above all others/ You need me as the cock needs the hens." (Sol and Luna poem, in circulation since1400).   

I also read about how, from the observation point of Earth, the Sun and the Moon appear with precisely the same size. Hence, we enjoy total eclipses. The chances of this occurring 'by chance' are practically zero. This I embraced as miraculous, and took it it as further evidence of the perfect balance of the Universe, and how it offered a profound teaching on the nature of reality through the way it manifested right here. The complete balance twixt Sun (masc) and Moon (fem).

Expansion of our consciousness necessarily involves a movement from the known to the unknown. It cannot be any other way. From light to darkness, then incorporating what was dark into the light. From day to night, then back to day again. Sun to Moon; Moon, which illuminates all in its path, showing the way through the darkest of nights. 

Part Three

My first sense that something was up with the Moon took place in relation to the migraines which afflicted me on a regular basis. Many people think that a migraine is a bad headache: "How's your headache?" you'd be asked. Well, it can be, or can include, a headache, but a really painful one, typically over one side of the head, which has the sufferer wincing, and unable to know which way to turn. At least as significantly for me, these attacks would be accompanied by nausea, which would continue for hours on end, and lead to sessions of dry retching, like violent and uncontrollable spasms in the intestines, moving progressively deeper with each outburst.

These attacks were so severe that I feared I may have a stroke or something similarly serious if they continued in that vein. I searched fruitlessly for triggers or correlations. None of the factors normally mentioned, such as dietary, seemed to bear any significance at all. I was at my wit's end. And then I decided to check out the Moon....   

I plotted the migraine days against the phases of the Moon, and the results were jaw-dropping. The migraines nearly always came on during New or Full Moon day, or during the day or two beforehand. I did a statistical analysis, which demonstrated that the possibilities of this being a chance happening, a series of random events, were literally thousands to one.

My feelings were mixed at the discovery. One aspect was that this was further evidence of my being highly sensitive-bordering-on-psychic, easily influenced by energy fluctuations such as those produced by the waxings and wanings of the Moon. It was all a bit mystical. 

At the same time, it was a pain. I felt myself to be at the mercy of an energy that was, in its effects, not obviously of a benevolent nature. Either that, or I needed to attune myself more to its rhythms and cycles.

As every New and Full Moon approached, I would become super-careful not to exert myself, or do anything else to disturb my energy. The fateful day would pass, sometimes without incident, and I could relax.

I continued to treat lunar energy as a supernatural force that I should respect, but nevertheless as a doorway to the numinous. I entered a period of frequent Tarot readings, and would often time them to take place at Full and New Moons, to the very minute.

Part Four

Around the middle of 2020 I made the acquaintance of Richard. He was one of a small handful of people I got to know locally in response to the convid nonsense. I badly needed to connect with others who had a similar perspective on events, and Richard was one who saw the big picture clearly. 

I got on well with Richard, and we enjoyed many conversations in a rare spirit of openness and honesty. Among other things, Richard is notable for being a passionate believer that the shape of the Earth is not as we are told. Rather than being (fairly) round, it is a flat plain. He provided me with copious sources of information on the topic; and included in that info was a wealth of material about the Moon. Especially the Moon landings...

Once you look at it clearly, outside the distorting prism constantly broadcast into people's lives by the mainstream media, the story of the Moon landings appears with a multitude of holes in it. Easily staged with basic props. The photos from way out there? If he was still around, Stanley Kubrick might have a word to say about them... 

The most surreal video clip provided by Richard was the post-landing conference given by the first three astronauts to have set foot on lunar soil? rock? plasticine? Specifically the speech given by Neil Armstrong (Neil A.; read backwards - Alien - you couldn't make it up....). You'd think he might be seen celebrating the greatest achievement of mankind ever. But no. He is bordering incoherent, struggling for words. Maybe it's PTSD. More likely he's finding it tricky to tell porkies to the world. 

There is also the clip where somebody invites an older Neil A. to swear on the Bible that he set foot on the Moon, and our great hero declines. And declines. And declines again. Even more ludicrous is the man from NASA who, years later, tells us that all the tapes of the Moon landing have been accidentally lost, or recorded over, or something. And then the other NASA dude who says that we had the technology to get to the Moon, but now we've lost the technology to get to the Moon. All sounds convincing to me....   

I had known for a while that various people disputed the reality of the Moon landings. I had paid it scant attention, though: what did it matter, really, here or there? For believers in the flat nature of planet Earth, I discovered, it matters a lot, an awful lot. For them, the Moon landing hoax is designed to present false images of Earth, to sell people a lie about the place they inhabit.

The Moon landings bear the hallmark of Cabal-designed psy-op all over. The pattern is typical: global media saturation - and therefore consciousness saturation - to firmly imprint the reality of the lie. Then, once it's considered 'job done', the topic mysteriously disappears from view, before too many people wake up to the truth that they've been done over. It's a classic process, repeated time and time again.

Part Five

For Flat Earth advocates, the Moon landing hoax is intended to impart a false view of the planet on which we live, through fake imagery etc. There is an even more obvious purpose, however: to say something about the Moon itself, to 'educate' the public on what it is and what it is not. Go to the Moon, show the pictures, and say "This is what the Moon is, folks. Now shut up and go eat breakfast..."

With the onset of the convid hoax - yep, another one - I started to read David Icke. I knew a little about him from the past, but had ignored him for a decade. However, when the pathogen story was let loose, David became one of the go-to's for finding out what might really be going on.

You need to read him to appreciate the depth and thoroughness of his research. Some of his interviews and other videos are excellent, but are more of a broad sweep. First up, I tackled one of his recent offerings, 'Everything you need to know.....' (2017). In this book, he writes quite a bit about the Moon. And what I found myself reading I didn't like very much at all.....   

According to Icke's research, the Moon is not what we think it is at all. It's not so much the marvellous divine goddess, as part of the frequency suppression system which maintains the Earth Matrix and helps to keep humans in a mental state of slavery. 

Originating in the constellation of Orion, the Matrix frequency passes though Saturn, to be beamed directly at planet Earth from the Moon.

Our lunar companion in the sky is not a natural satellite like most moons of other planets, claims Icke, based upon extensive study of a mass of information coming from top-notch scientists and researchers. It's artificial, and possibly hollow inside. It is quite possible that it is a construct hauled in during recent times, with a variety of specific purposes. A number of extant cultures have myths and stories telling about the time before the Moon existed.

Bizarre stuff. There is a good dal of overlap between David's proposals and the information presented from ET (Taygetan, Pleiades) sources on Cosmic Agency. Here it is stated that the Moon is actually an old, beaten-up, Andromedan spacecraft. What we see is not actually the real appearance of the Moon. Instead, we are treated to an enormous hologram, beamed from the Moon's surface, in order to hide the truth from us all.     

The equal size of Sun and Moon as seen from Earth is not a great mystical teaching. It's designed like this by the dudes who put the Moon there in the first place. The migraine cycle, similarly, is not the sign of an exceptional receptivity to mystical phenomena. It is sensitivity to the lunar waxings and wanings imposed upon the Earth, disturbances that are part of what keeps humans in a constant state of disturbance and disruption.

And there it is, in a nutshell. What a blast. As Red Ice Creations used to say, many many moons ago: 'We present, you decide.....'         

Resources: You an use a search engine as well as I can. Please note that the clips of Neil A. at the conference/ interview seem to be 'not generally available' nowadays, as is the case with a good deal of material which threatens mainstream narratives in these times. You will need to go to the full thing, over an hour long. Neil's special bit is around 36 minutes...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Bh-xMuodGg